Sunday, February 13, 2011

Tomorrow...

"If I speak in the tongues of men or angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing."

I've been having trouble sleeping, which I'm sure is a phase. The other night I posted on FB something about needing an on/off switch for my mind. But the thoughts are fueled by my lonely heart - so it's more accurate to say I need to switch it off. If I could quit feeling, this loveless life wouldn't hurt so damn bad.

4 comments:

Danielle said...

I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way Summer. I can tell you that you are loved and cherished by so many people, but I know it doesn't help to silence the ache in your heart for a different kind of love. But I offer you a huge hug and love from a friend. Praying for you!

Kier's Serendipity said...

Hang in there my friend--and dream of some John Mayer.

Sara said...

I love you, friend. Wish I could give you a big hug in person.

Alissa said...

I promise you that when you get married, Valentine's Day will not be a big deal at all! And....I may be wrong, but I don't think that Bible verse necessarily referred to love between a man and woman. Right? You ARE loved and you love others! Love you and praying for you! :)